[Please... he just wants to be a faceless drone at the crowd, at this point...
An incredibly difficult task considering he also has to balance that out with his teenage mallgoth vibes, his fashion sense, his very profound male peacock aura, and his entire philosophy of "I must be the most fuckable person in the grocery store", but he tries very hard, okay.
That said, he's going to smoosh his cheek against her shoulder. Delicately, thanks to his earrings.]
... There is that, I suppose. "Inobservant" is also just a synonym for "easy prey for an Orange magician". Er -
Well, "prey" is an awful choice of words... rather - I am good at throwing glamors if I must. In order to make a hasty retreat, of course.
[He squeezes his eyes shut with the smooch, just like an angry little cat pretending it does not enjoy smooches (but very much enjoys smooches) would.]
... Somehow, you saying that makes me feel even more confident in my decision to do so.
He's gonna sit up straight again so he can give her a proper smooch. So there!!]
What would make me feel better would be if she did not consider me a friend at all. But I recognize that would be an uphill task that would harm her more than it would do me any good... and I would rather not cause her any distress if at all possible.
...
... Well - I would rather not consciously cause her any distress. Eating you, obviously, would fall under that. But I... would not say I was in my right mind. Personally.
-That would definitely upset her. Her aspiration is to be friends with everyone and make everyone happy, and it's been hard trying to convince her that she can still aim for that goal that's important to her without it being a failing on her part, her not being good enough, if some people don't get along with her.
[He's just going to nuzzle against her cheek, now, as tender and soft as anything. Turning a question over in his head as he thinks of how to ask it, knowing that if he had a heart, it would be hammering at the mere thought of this.]
... If... I were allow this. If I were to allow Rinku to be an actual friend of mine... What would be the risk of me getting hurt? She... wouldn't hurt a friend, would she?
And - this sunny nature of hers... it isn't going to go away, is it? Even if I were her friend?
[And now he pulls back from that hug for just a second, purely so he can move his arms down underneath hers for a warmer, more comfortable hold. Wrapping them nice and warm around her ribcage.]
She... reminds me quite a bit of Jean. Not Chipp - T-Jean, as he was known by his family. When he was younger. So much so, it would not surprise me in the least if he sees himself in her, as well.
Despite how afraid of everything he was, he, too, had this unrelenting love for everyone around him...
...I understand why you'd be afraid of changing her.
[She hugs him tight.]
But Rinku has been hurt before, and come out of it still wanting to understand the people who hurt her and not wanting to hurt them in return. So... I think it'll be alright.
Well, of course they are unfiltered! It would take quite a lot of work to get me to hide such things from others! Or comedic effect. I'm not above the low hanging fruit of a flat look in response to a joke.
[jokes on u evangeline, his expressions are 99% filtered, just to make sure he can use the right ones for the right jokes
- Otherwise, though, she's completely correct; in bed, for example! He's not even thinking about what his face is doing when they're together like that, letting it do as it pleases. Or like right now, where it softens out despite the fact that she can't see it.]
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An incredibly difficult task considering he also has to balance that out with his teenage mallgoth vibes, his fashion sense, his very profound male peacock aura, and his entire philosophy of "I must be the most fuckable person in the grocery store", but he tries very hard, okay.
That said, he's going to smoosh his cheek against her shoulder. Delicately, thanks to his earrings.]
... There is that, I suppose. "Inobservant" is also just a synonym for "easy prey for an Orange magician".
Er -
Well, "prey" is an awful choice of words... rather - I am good at throwing glamors if I must. In order to make a hasty retreat, of course.
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I really don't think you need to run away from Rinku.
[yeah when would that ever happen]
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... Somehow, you saying that makes me feel even more confident in my decision to do so.
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Whatever makes you feel better.
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He's gonna sit up straight again so he can give her a proper smooch. So there!!]
What would make me feel better would be if she did not consider me a friend at all.
But I recognize that would be an uphill task that would harm her more than it would do me any good... and I would rather not cause her any distress if at all possible.
...
... Well - I would rather not consciously cause her any distress.
Eating you, obviously, would fall under that. But I... would not say I was in my right mind. Personally.
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-That would definitely upset her. Her aspiration is to be friends with everyone and make everyone happy, and it's been hard trying to convince her that she can still aim for that goal that's important to her without it being a failing on her part, her not being good enough, if some people don't get along with her.
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Turning a question over in his head as he thinks of how to ask it, knowing that if he had a heart, it would be hammering at the mere thought of this.]
... If... I were allow this. If I were to allow Rinku to be an actual friend of mine...
What would be the risk of me getting hurt?
She... wouldn't hurt a friend, would she?
And - this sunny nature of hers... it isn't going to go away, is it?
Even if I were her friend?
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You couldn't ruin her if you tried. Rinku will always be Rinku no matter what. It's safe to be friends with her.
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[And now he pulls back from that hug for just a second, purely so he can move his arms down underneath hers for a warmer, more comfortable hold.
Wrapping them nice and warm around her ribcage.]
She... reminds me quite a bit of Jean. Not Chipp - T-Jean, as he was known by his family. When he was younger.
So much so, it would not surprise me in the least if he sees himself in her, as well.
Despite how afraid of everything he was, he, too, had this unrelenting love for everyone around him...
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[She hugs him tight.]
But Rinku has been hurt before, and come out of it still wanting to understand the people who hurt her and not wanting to hurt them in return. So... I think it'll be alright.
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But... if you're certain of this. I'll, ah -
I'll try.
She's a good person. She deserves to be treated with kindness.
[The squeeze in that hug is returned, cuddling against her shoulder as he does.]
... As do you.
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[She gently rubs his back.]
Thank you for having me in your life.
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[Said with some obvious humor in his tone, a smirk just barely pulling at the corner of his mouth.]
I was an awful little man with a lack of whimsy for life. Frankly, if I had the chance, I would push my living self down a flight of stairs.
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[#1 Louis fan.]
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Or is that something I'll need to start looking out for?
I'd hope there's only one way you'd want to "eat" me, but if I must stay on my toes around you...
[Joking! He's joking!!]
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all that wait and it was just for this tag,
Putting aside the fact that I'm yanking your chain, of course.
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-Glad you’re joking, though.
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Purely because it's mine?
I'm flattered.
[awful, terrible, 0/10,]
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[Entirely earnest.]
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You enjoy the faces that I make? Most people call my face, in general, "unsettling and concerning".
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Well, of course they are unfiltered! It would take quite a lot of work to get me to hide such things from others!
Or comedic effect. I'm not above the low hanging fruit of a flat look in response to a joke.
[jokes on u evangeline, his expressions are 99% filtered, just to make sure he can use the right ones for the right jokes
- Otherwise, though, she's completely correct; in bed, for example! He's not even thinking about what his face is doing when they're together like that, letting it do as it pleases.
Or like right now, where it softens out despite the fact that she can't see it.]
... May I ask you something?
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1/2
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welp time for the nsfw warning,
they had a good run
time for them to be Extremely Emotionally Charged
what do you mean surely this will be normal sex with zero feelings
surely! no reason for feelings here, none at all
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eva taking off her shirt after groping herself like https://i.imgur.com/L5qBYDL.png
like you don't hallucinate someone copping a feel all the time (no that's just you eva)
i mean. lbr he probably has. he's had ten years to hallucinate all kindsa things
she's speedrunning it
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i need more icons with this specific vibe, apparently
eva brings that out in him
she truly does...
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this icon getting more mileage in smut than i expected just bc i havent drawn a smutty version yet--
can't believe you don't have a sexual exhaustion icon
frankly a missed opportunity considering this boy gets exhausted just jacking off
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wrapup!