abnormalizes | Seasons: IC Contact/Continuations

It is not that I want better for you, but that you deserve better.
Please keep that in mind, because it applies to how others treat you, too. Not just myself.

[He's still rubbing little idle circles in the skin of her thigh, of course. Still seated nice and firm inside of her, too.
Honestly, he can't say he dislikes this. Someone teach him what cockwarming is, because he's pretty down with this --]

... You really do have such a high tolerance for nonsense, though.
I'm well aware of how I sound when I speak, sometimes - most would hear me say the things I've just said and consider me some sort of cartoon villain.

I appreciate this about you, considering I seem to be some sort of uncontrollable villainesque nonsense generator.

[She can't complain! He feels nice.]

Your feelings and perspectives aren't nonsense. Even if they're different from most people's, that doesn't make them nonsense.

Oh, you simply refuse to let me treat myself in the way I deserve to be treated, don't you?
Fine. My feelings may not be "nonsense", but that does not save them from appearing villainesque and garish regardless.

After all, I just told you that even if you managed to deserve it, I wouldn't kill and eat you a second time as it had no effect.
And because it's upset my stomach.

Well. Yeah, that is pretty villain-y, I guess.

[It does make her chuckle, though.]

I guess I've got a high tolerance for villains.

You have a high tolerance for many things you ought not be tolerating at all, but villainy does appear to be one of them, yes.
I have a very strong feeling I am nowhere near the worst person you know, after all.

Despite what I've done to you, personally.

Honestly, good question, who is the worst person I know...

[Hmmmm...]

I'll figure it out later. But it's definitely not you, no.

I would hope not! I try not to make a habit of doing horrible things, after all.

That, and you do seem to enjoy nonhumans quite a bit. I imagine many of the bigger, more monstrous of your partners have likely done things most humans would consider morally bankrupt.
Just due to the fact that they are monsters.

It would be a bit like asking a wolf to behave according to human morals, I feel...

Pretty much exactly. -Purple Mage helped kill the sun once and they're not even that monstrous.

- The sun.

The sun?

[Immediately looking at the ceiling, as if he can see the sun through it - even reaching up to point at it.
The ceiling. To indicate what he's talking about.]

That sun? The literal sun?

Their world's sun, but yes.

Well, alright, but a sun. A literal star.
They "killed" it.

May I ask... why?

They were... trying to end their world? So it could be reborn? It's been a while since we talked about this so I don't remember all the details.

I would certainly think destroying the main star of a galaxy would end the world revolving around it, yes.

...

And yet we are worried about people finding out I ate you? When there have been people, here, that destroyed their own worlds?
Presumably full of the trillions of people within it?

People don't know anyone from that world. They do know me.

... Fair enough. That is very true; the closeness and personal aspect of it certainly would - and should - be enough to make my crimes disgust others.

Not that I plan on saying anything, mind. I, ah... have a hard time seeing the emotional side of things, oftentimes blinded by the logical side of it.
That's all.

You're not wrong. There are people who have done a lot worse than kill one person, logically. Just, feelings.

...Are you feeling any better?

Ah... enough so that I can put whatever's left to the side for the time being, yes.
At any rate, I certainly no longer feel like vomiting nor crying.

[...

Just. Casually admitting he felt like both of those, despite the fact that literally nothing in his voice or body language hinted at either.]

Are you asking because you'd like to start again? I can't say I'd mind it.

That was part of the reason, yeah. -I am glad you're feeling better just in general, though, not just so I can fuck you.

[She begins to raise her hips and ride him again, this time at a much slower pace. Her hand still covers his.]

Oh --
Right to it, mm? Won't even grind to work me back up to - to riding me properly...?

[He doesn't sound like he minds, of course, and he's more than happy to tighten his grip on her thighs so he can return it as best as possible.
Why wouldn't he? He JUST admit that he'd rather perish than end up blueballed because his own stupid emotions got in the way.

The slower pace, though, is appreciated... evidenced enough by the way he grinds against her, rolling up to meet her hips everytime she brings them down against his.]

You still feel plenty hard inside me, I don't think you need too much working back up.

[Lightly teasing, as she keeps a steady slower pace. She reaches down with her free hand to brush her thumb over his nipple.]

[Well, don't mind him bringing a hand right up to press her hand there against his chest-]

Mmm... can you blame me? To have someone as beautiful as you seated on my hips this whole time -
It would be ridiculous if I somehow wasn't harder than titanium, at this point...!

Frankly, I might have to apologize in case I, hah... finish before you do -
I-it's a very real worry, unfortunately...

[Oh, rub it again? Okay!]

Well, if that's the case, then I'd better pick a speed that does more for me, right?

[And she picks up the pace once again. She absolutely will not blame him if he finishes first.]

Fuck - n-now you're just... trying to finish me off quickly, aren't you...??

[There's an obvious whine to his tone, whole body shifting as she continues - he's still trying valiantly to meet her hips with his own, but there comes a point where he has to just...
Give up and take it. Lay back flat against the sofa, hand covering hers instead moving to grip it as he moans beneath her.

He can feel his body aching, not having taken the chance to turn off his sense of pain, but at this point he simply does not care. He'll take the aches if it means getting to finish inside of her like this, okay.
It's worth it.]

God, Evangeline, I-I'm so close...!

Go ahead, pump me full of your magic-

[She's not as close as he is, but she's not going to deny this to him, either. She can finish herself off, it's fine.]

[As much as he'd like to hold on longer, give her more to work with, maybe get her off as well -
Honestly, the things he'd have to do to make it happen - turning off senses, chiefly - would immediately make this less enjoyable for him, so. Unfortunately, she'll be getting exactly what she's asking for!

Complete with his both his hands coming back to grip her hips, his own pushing up against hers as he lets out a loud, ragged sound from somewhere deep in his chest.
Filling her with every bit of his magic that he has to give.

... Until he's finally spent and left to go limp against the sofa, his panting heavy as he blinks blearily up at the ceiling with exhaustion.]

I...
Should have... turned off my senses first...

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i need more icons with this specific vibe, apparently

eva brings that out in him

she truly does...

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this icon getting more mileage in smut than i expected just bc i havent drawn a smutty version yet--