😖. Mystery… he’s so hard to read. Like, sometimes I think I can tell what he’s feeling, and then other times… he flinched when I touched his necklace. And yet… after the mission, he just… stayed with me the whole night, making sure I was okay, even when I didn't call him.
But Ishkode… he’s just… really sweet. The dreamcatcher he gave me? I can’t stop looking at it. And he… he called my smile beautiful 😳. He gives me piggyback rides, always laughs at my dumb jokes, and just… makes being around him feel light. Like I could stay in that moment forever.
You are a joy to be with. No matter what we do together, I always feel lighter when I’m with you. Your love and passion for overlooked things is incredible and I would gladly listen to you talk about insects every day for the rest of my life.
[A quick swirl of energy later, there is a knock at the door. He won't teleport right inside. He smooths down his jacket but it's obvious he's going through FEELINGS. It is written all over his face.]
[Lucifer hugs her back and lets out a small squeak! Well the rubber duck in his pocket does. He is happy to see her but not like that.]
I...you told me once. Relationships are were kinda still are scary for you. And you were working through that. And I...have been thinking on mine and...
I'm kind of a bundle of emotions right now. Can we sit down and cuddle but I may need to fidget too. Lots of energy.
[Lucifer snuggles close and summons his wings to wrap around them both.]
I totally and accidentally told Macaque I was thinking of marrying him when I told Korone in front of him that she could be my maybe someday step-daughter and we talked and he said he would totally say yes and now the weight of this all is falling on me and I am rambling and freaking out but I am also soexcitedIdon'tknowwhattodo!
Thank you. But...what if Lilith arrives? What if Charlie arrives? Will she be okay with it? Do I not go through with it if she isn't? What if she is? Will she be there?
Will I mess this up? Again?!
And it's such a big step and am I going too fast? I mean, two years is uh slow for ME but is it slow for others? A-And we basically become demon mates right away but this feels different and it is different for me but I want it.
Okay, well, first of all, you do deserve it. You deserve to be happy with the people you love.
Second of all, both you and Macaque are dedicated to talking about things and working things out, so if problems happen, you'll fix them together.
Charlie... I think, ultimately, will want you to be happy. She may be shocked because from her perspective it hasn't been two years, but I think if you talk it out it'll be okay.
Absolutely! [She picks up a pillow to try and whack him with it.] Lucifer's a dear friend who deserves all the happiness in the world, don't you dare say shit about him!
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