[Lucifer hugs her back and lets out a small squeak! Well the rubber duck in his pocket does. He is happy to see her but not like that.]
I...you told me once. Relationships are were kinda still are scary for you. And you were working through that. And I...have been thinking on mine and...
I'm kind of a bundle of emotions right now. Can we sit down and cuddle but I may need to fidget too. Lots of energy.
[Lucifer snuggles close and summons his wings to wrap around them both.]
I totally and accidentally told Macaque I was thinking of marrying him when I told Korone in front of him that she could be my maybe someday step-daughter and we talked and he said he would totally say yes and now the weight of this all is falling on me and I am rambling and freaking out but I am also soexcitedIdon'tknowwhattodo!
Thank you. But...what if Lilith arrives? What if Charlie arrives? Will she be okay with it? Do I not go through with it if she isn't? What if she is? Will she be there?
Will I mess this up? Again?!
And it's such a big step and am I going too fast? I mean, two years is uh slow for ME but is it slow for others? A-And we basically become demon mates right away but this feels different and it is different for me but I want it.
Okay, well, first of all, you do deserve it. You deserve to be happy with the people you love.
Second of all, both you and Macaque are dedicated to talking about things and working things out, so if problems happen, you'll fix them together.
Charlie... I think, ultimately, will want you to be happy. She may be shocked because from her perspective it hasn't been two years, but I think if you talk it out it'll be okay.
Absolutely! [She picks up a pillow to try and whack him with it.] Lucifer's a dear friend who deserves all the happiness in the world, don't you dare say shit about him!
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I...you told me once. Relationships are were kinda still are scary for you. And you were working through that. And I...have been thinking on mine and...
I'm kind of a bundle of emotions right now. Can we sit down and cuddle but I may need to fidget too. Lots of energy.
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[She leads him inside to her couch, where she pulls him onto the couch to promptly begin cuddling.]
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I totally and accidentally told Macaque I was thinking of marrying him when I told Korone in front of him that she could be my maybe someday step-daughter and we talked and he said he would totally say yes and now the weight of this all is falling on me and I am rambling and freaking out but I am also soexcitedIdon'tknowwhattodo!
[Insert biiiiig inhale and wheeze here]
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First of all, congratulations, I'm so happy for you! [Another squeeze.] Second of all, what about it is freaking you out? I have a guess, but...
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Will I mess this up? Again?!
And it's such a big step and am I going too fast? I mean, two years is uh slow for ME but is it slow for others? A-And we basically become demon mates right away but this feels different and it is different for me but I want it.
But should I let myself have it? Do I deserve it?
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Second of all, both you and Macaque are dedicated to talking about things and working things out, so if problems happen, you'll fix them together.
Charlie... I think, ultimately, will want you to be happy. She may be shocked because from her perspective it hasn't been two years, but I think if you talk it out it'll be okay.
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...You really think I deserve it? I mean, I shouldn't be shocked. I just...I'm really all up in my own head, aren't I?
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[Lucifer sits up and grabs a throw pillow.] Bring it on! Defend my honor!
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All of the happiness?! Surely he would hog all of it for himself, the prideful monster!
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[Retaliatory whack!]
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[Whack!!]
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So many compliments!!!
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[Putting down her own pillow so she can scoop him up and hug him.]
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[Squeeeeze.]
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[Lucifer hugs back and sighs.] Thank you, my dear. Oh. I feel less nervous. For now.
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Speaking of...
Is the duck pond a good place to propose? I have it all in my mind and I wanna do it there. Just him, me, and the ducks.
Reassure me please.
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