[ But it really isn't that simple, is it? If sheer force of will were enough to alter the trajectory of her fucked up life, she wouldn't be feeling this way. Neither of them would've let things go on this long.
She hides her face as best she can from Evangeline. ]
Take me to bed.
[ As always, she'd rather run from her feelings than face them. ]
[ Sex should be easy. It's where she gets the closest to shutting off her brain entirely and focusing purely on the physical, instead of everything she's got going on in her head and heart. And with how having sex with Evangeline in particular is as thoughtless as breathing? Yeah. Surely this will help.
Rather than pushing Evangeline down, she's pulling her on top of her and into a heated kiss as her back hits the mattress. ]
[It’s unusual for her to be on top of Jyoti, but whatever Jyoti wants right now, Evangeline is ready to provide. She kisses her deeply, tangling her hands in Jyoti’s beautiful hair.]
[ A change of pace isn't bad! Especially when it's to try and avoid putting feelings into words!!
Her hands tangle in Evangeline's hair in turn, only parting once she absolutely has to take a breath. It's then she pulls off her nightgown, and starts to work off however much Evangeline's wearing. ]
[Evangeline helps her strip off the casual clothing she'd been wearing, then goes in to suck a hickey onto Jyoti's neck. Maybe it'll help to have the reminder that she was here, later. It probably couldn't hurt.]
[ If it were anyone else, she'd call that flattery. The fact that she knows it's not flattery, coming from Evangeline, makes her heart ache painfully. ]
Evangeline. [ "... me too."
She swallows, fingers stilling in her hair. ] Give me more.
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[ But it really isn't that simple, is it? If sheer force of will were enough to alter the trajectory of her fucked up life, she wouldn't be feeling this way. Neither of them would've let things go on this long.
She hides her face as best she can from Evangeline. ]
Take me to bed.
[ As always, she'd rather run from her feelings than face them. ]
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[Feelings are hard. Sex is easy. Evangeline reaches for Jyoti's hand to give it a squeeze as she heads for Jyoti's bedroom.]
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Rather than pushing Evangeline down, she's pulling her on top of her and into a heated kiss as her back hits the mattress. ]
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Her hands tangle in Evangeline's hair in turn, only parting once she absolutely has to take a breath. It's then she pulls off her nightgown, and starts to work off however much Evangeline's wearing. ]
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-Gorgeous as ever.
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How gorgeous is that?
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[Gentler kisses to her chest, now.]
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[ She gently combs her fingers through Evangeline's hair, tucking a few loose strands behind her ear. ]
You're lucky to be here with me.
[ (she says, while feeling the opposite.) ]
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[She lightly tugs on a nipple with her teeth.]
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Evangeline. [ "... me too."
She swallows, fingers stilling in her hair. ] Give me more.
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[She moves downward, leaving love bites all over Jyoti's inner thighs, tantalizingly close to where Jyoti wants her most - but not yet.]