I think all the stuff I told you about. I was worrying since... basically August. But I think things are a lot better, and now even if there's still problems, I'm okay.
[Even if she's still not as strong as others, Rinku can hold on. A lot of things have been plaguing her. Trying to prove herself, being treated like she's still too weak. The mind control she couldn't deflect. The blood and mess and pain of the Faemoose trial, worse than she'd ever seen, knowing she would've died being tossed by those things without the Nine Lives.
"So, how powerful do you want to be?"
"Maybe that's not the right question."
Evangeline. Her precious sister whom she doesn't want to lose. Who wanted desperately to stay, went to find a way to make it happen, and came back agreeing to leave. But...
"But I promise, it's not because I don't love you, or because I don't want to be with you anymore."
She's still here. And everyone's still trying for her sake.
"I'll try my best, so that you don't have to worry."
And all the other problems, Rinku's going to get through.
"I'll keep changing here the way I have been, and I'll always keep getting better than I am now."]
[Rinku... well, she doesn't shift her ears, they're still sore and going to need a couple months to heal. So it's just the ossicones and tail that come out, and she nudges into the head scritches.]
You're the best, Neechan. [Her eyes water, and she smiles brightly.] I'm gonna do everything I can.
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About the same stuff as before? Or new stuff?
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[Even if she's still not as strong as others, Rinku can hold on. A lot of things have been plaguing her. Trying to prove herself, being treated like she's still too weak. The mind control she couldn't deflect. The blood and mess and pain of the Faemoose trial, worse than she'd ever seen, knowing she would've died being tossed by those things without the Nine Lives.
"So, how powerful do you want to be?"
"Maybe that's not the right question."
Evangeline. Her precious sister whom she doesn't want to lose. Who wanted desperately to stay, went to find a way to make it happen, and came back agreeing to leave. But...
"But I promise, it's not because I don't love you, or because I don't want to be with you anymore."
She's still here. And everyone's still trying for her sake.
"I'll try my best, so that you don't have to worry."
And all the other problems, Rinku's going to get through.
"I'll keep changing here the way I have been, and I'll always keep getting better than I am now."]
Thank you.
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But you'll get through them. I have confidence in you, Rinku.
[She reaches over to scritch her head gently.]
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You're the best, Neechan. [Her eyes water, and she smiles brightly.] I'm gonna do everything I can.
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wrapup i assume
「Happy Around!」