It DOES suck, but also apparently your friends worrying about you when something bad happens to you is like, a normal part of friendship that you can't opt out of? Fucked up.
Might be. [Eve usually seems a little more confident in the knowledge that people like her, even if she still doesn't really like asking for help.] If it makes you feel better any, you can think of it as me repaying you for giving me a distraction before when I felt like crap?
[ turns out it is in fact easier to accept that sentiment if she tries to think of the little knee-jerk squirm of discomfort in response as something maybe not-her. not easy, but she will take improvement. ]
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so if you're both saying it it must be true
it's kind of nice though
even if I've cried like five times
and part of me is having fucking panic attacks over it
[ a beat ]
wait
wait shit that's probably part of the mindfuck
I'm going to fucking bite something holy shit
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it might make me feel better but also fuck that
I don't really want to think about having done that for repayment
I'll suck it up
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thanks
you too
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Message me when you want me to come over, I'll keep my schedule clear.