I'm not sure how I am handling it. Everyone is worried about me. And I don't blame them. I know, logically, it wasn't my fault. I didn't destroy my world. But I failed to protect it. I failed to keep my promise to Maria that I would keep the world safe.
And I don't know what to do now. What I should be doing now.
[What does she say to that? She can't promise that she'll be okay - she knows better than anyone that no one can promise to survive. And if she goes home tomorrow, she doesn't think she'll be able to readjust to the City now that she knows a better life.]
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That is why I haven't reached out since I returned. It's been...difficult.
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[And she doesn't even like her world to begin with.]
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And I don't know what to do now. What I should be doing now.
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[From what she's heard of Maria, she doesn't think she'd blame him - but she doesn't have the right to say that.]
I think... maybe you should rest.
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How have you been?
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...I want to keep you safe. You're important. To me. As my friend.
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[What does she say to that? She can't promise that she'll be okay - she knows better than anyone that no one can promise to survive. And if she goes home tomorrow, she doesn't think she'll be able to readjust to the City now that she knows a better life.]
Thank you. You don't have to do that.
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[Shadow takes another sip of the wine.] I don't make friends easily. You made it easy. And I appreciate you. I want you to know that.
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[She can handle compliments about her looks or her bedroom prowess, but when people compliment her personality she gets flustered.]
But, I'm glad. You're an important friend to me.
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Okay. But, I'm glad I met you.
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My mind goes to the obvious, I'll admit. What would you do for a distraction, besides sex? What other activities would you do?
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