Maybe. I know he'd say it would make him happy if I do. I just...keep asking if I'm good enough in my head. And I need to realize he says I am and I need to believe it. But...I think it's just easier for him with other people. I want to be easy but I know I'm not. And bringing this up makes me worried I'm hard to be with. It's always something with me.
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I'm tired of it always being something with me.