Thanks. I...okay. Macaque likes it when I use him. But I don't go all out like how I just used you. It's this middle ground and I don't know if I'm going far enough or not far enough. Like when I wanna be used, it isn't so much the words I like. It's the actions. Hair pulling. Just moving me, positioning me, no warning. Just doing, you know?
Not sure I'd take being talked to like I was doing for you well. But that's me. But doing it? That felt fun because I knew it was all roleplay. I just don't wanna be on the other side I think.
But when I'm with Macaque, and I'm doing that, I keep wondering if I'm going far enough. And I haven't brought it up because I feel like it's almost too late? Which I like know is stupid but then I don't and...
I don't want to cause another issue. And say something stupid. Like...when I do it. Does he want me to go full degradation? And does he ever want me to turn into someone else to do that? ...I get scared to ask so I just don't.
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Not sure I'd take being talked to like I was doing for you well. But that's me. But doing it? That felt fun because I knew it was all roleplay. I just don't wanna be on the other side I think.
But when I'm with Macaque, and I'm doing that, I keep wondering if I'm going far enough. And I haven't brought it up because I feel like it's almost too late? Which I like know is stupid but then I don't and...
I don't want to cause another issue. And say something stupid. Like...when I do it. Does he want me to go full degradation? And does he ever want me to turn into someone else to do that? ...I get scared to ask so I just don't.