[ But the words are hollow, because what would better even look like? She can't even care about someone without wanting to tear herself to pieces on the inside.
It's agony. Like her heart's at war with every other cell in her body because she wants to love Evangeline. The one who remembered her, missed her, did the seemingly impossible and made her consider believing in hope again, despite nothing else changing in her life and circumstances.
A part of her wishes she could be reincarnated in the next cycle, instead of continuing this life. Leave this heart behind entirely. But she can't. Evangeline would miss her. ]
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[ But the words are hollow, because what would better even look like? She can't even care about someone without wanting to tear herself to pieces on the inside.
It's agony. Like her heart's at war with every other cell in her body because she wants to love Evangeline. The one who remembered her, missed her, did the seemingly impossible and made her consider believing in hope again, despite nothing else changing in her life and circumstances.
A part of her wishes she could be reincarnated in the next cycle, instead of continuing this life. Leave this heart behind entirely. But she can't. Evangeline would miss her. ]
Delete the other memo. ... please.