I can't stand that it has to be this way. That nobody will consider treating each other better...
[Once again, she trails off. There's simply no incentive for change in the City. Why go through all kinds of effort and risks to make money when you just murder someone and sell their meat or body parts? Her anger partly gives way to sadness and resignation.]
I sound so childish. "If only everyone were nice to each other"! I know what the world is like, and yet... I suppose I've been too fortunate to ever feel it first-hand until now.
[She thinks of Levi and Mikasa, whose bloodline was persecuted by hers, and their resentment towards her - not necessarily on a personal level, but certainly on a systemic one. She thinks of her people's history, of everything they're done that can't be atoned for. Aren't they all just caught up in the wheels of time and human nature?]
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[Once again, she trails off. There's simply no incentive for change in the City. Why go through all kinds of effort and risks to make money when you just murder someone and sell their meat or body parts? Her anger partly gives way to sadness and resignation.]
I sound so childish. "If only everyone were nice to each other"! I know what the world is like, and yet... I suppose I've been too fortunate to ever feel it first-hand until now.
[She thinks of Levi and Mikasa, whose bloodline was persecuted by hers, and their resentment towards her - not necessarily on a personal level, but certainly on a systemic one. She thinks of her people's history, of everything they're done that can't be atoned for. Aren't they all just caught up in the wheels of time and human nature?]
I'm sorry for venting on you.