urtitan: (Stressed)
Frieda Reiss ([personal profile] urtitan) wrote in [personal profile] abnormalizes 2025-03-02 09:20 pm (UTC)

That's...

[She grits her teeth. She knows that being angry about it is utterly futile, but she can't help it - and that frustrates her on a whole other level. Where is her ancestor's will? Why isn't it granting her serenity? Is it because all of this played out in a whole other world, unrelated to their people? Or because she didn't have her titan powers in the dream? Or maybe, it's because this is exactly the kind of horrifying injustice King Karl didn't want to see him his paradise - but then, her subconscious uncomfortably asks, as if creeping up on her, how is she supposed to reconcile the murders of those who got too close to the truth, like Erwin's father?]

I'm sorry, I... I mainly called you to see if you were alright. I hardly know what to do with myself right now, I just... I'm so angry, but...

[But she's not supposed to be. Anger, after all, leads to hate and violence and suffering.]

I tried to kill those people. I...

[She trails off, getting choked up all over again.]

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